proceez

if i could say dat i totally understandng myself,its quite liar..i don’t know if i choose a right path…
believe in love is something sucks?
i don’t know…

hey,did i knew myself better then anyone? i know who i am..maybe..i’ll not taking revenge for whatever u do..coz i know dat i don’t get anythng by doing dat..for sure,kte p’cy in the things called ‘takdir’..ryte..if u still angry with me,go on..i never hate other people,there’s no reason to doing dat..and for me,life is long and we must live our life to the fullest..love is ain’t nothing,i might think it sucks..haha..

sayonara daisuki na hito!

Let’s go!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There’s always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There’s always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

This battered room I’ve seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I’m choking
Will this ever end I’m hoping
My world is over one more time

Let’s go!

Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There’s always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There’s always someone f***ing hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

Better!

Your tears don’t fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

"Cancer"

Turn away,
If you could get me a drink
Of water ’cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt Marie
Help her gather all my things
And bury me in all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,
‘Cause I’m awful just to see
‘Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,
Oh, my agony,
Know that I will never marry,
Baby, I’m just soggy from the chemo
But counting down the days to go
It just ain’t living
And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)
Goodbye today (goodbye today)
I’d ask you to be true (cause I’d ask you to be true)

‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you
‘Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

All I ever needed was to eat popcorn with you,
Come on over,
Watch the late show,
Stay up talking until two

Today’s the day you’re leaving,
And tomorrow you’ll be gone
You’re in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you’re gone,
Everything sucks when you’re gone

A dream of our reunion makes me crazy just to think,
How so very far away you are,
My hope begins to sink

Today’s the day you’re leaving,
And tomorrow you’ll be gone
You’re in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you’re gone,
Everything sucks when you’re gone

It’s not ok,
I’ve baked dinner here for two,
And it’s not ok,
I’ve got candles lit for you,
And It’s not ok,
I’ve got you’re favorite records out,
And it’s not ok,
You should have let it be,
And ran after me

Today’s the day you’re leaving,
And tomorrow you’ll be gone
You’re in my heart and on my mind,
I will bring you along

Everything sucks when you’re gone,
(I want you! I need you!)
Everything sucks when you’re gone
(I want you! I need you!) [x2]